I was so lazy even not make a great article since some months ago
no prose，no poetry,no film……just game ,just sleep ,just eating,and endless laziness
lately days i got some vexation.it’s making me site here and writing this.
something comes late ,something not.
some people come then leave ,but some other stay.
i want about 4~6 persons can stay with me all the time
whenever i wanna see them…………i thought like that before
whenever i wanna talk to them…………i thought the thing could always be like that a minutes ago
i try to persuade myself into accepting bad feeling
days and nights，i start to look for them，with still
sometimes i take one or two people to be them，like lovely Zhongyuan Z ，like Yi M,and some others maybe
not friends，but closer than～～Oh，i nearly forgot how spell “friend” this words……
Of course，it’s not far from now. i denied many persons , this time , too
none until now,really a little sad , i don’t know how it comes , but really do
it scared me that i can find none when i were died or i wanna be happily laughing
i won’t go to a place for twice except its extremely perfection
so i lose two friends in general way. it’s out of my control again……
next time, i should tell myself not to keep close touch with others
just let it be ,great
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